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為什麼?
曾經我想 gor its only 我多心...

when we go out together... 她will come with us...
why? "she is our friend... if she's not here... u will be bored... " he said...

when we were having a fight on the phone... 她 will be with us on the phone...
why? "because she is "our" friend..." he said...

when i phone u.. u will be talking to her...
why? "i am just talking to a friend... u know her too..." he said...

when i phone u... u will be going out with her...
why? " becuz u wouldnt be able to go out... i need some1 one to go out with..." he said

情人節... 她 came with us...
why? "its because she will be lonely by herself... " he said...
on 情人節... u brought me flowers... yes.. its pick...
how would u know i like pick? becuz she picked it...

err... if she feels lonely by herself... wut about me? wut do u want me to do?
to act normal when another girl came with us?

分手?
why? becuz of my family... they doesn't like u? becuz i said we sould 分手?
noo.... its becuz i know something is wrong...
i thought it was only 我小氣... i thought i was wrong all along...
when my aunt told me sth is wrong b/w u two... i didnt trust her..
one was my boy friend... one was my best friend...

為什麼要我忘記? 為什麼 i have to act normal in front of u two?
為什麼???? i really couldnt stand it...
its... not that i hate you two... its that i couldnt stand it...

曾經我想 gor its only 我多心... but now... i think its just that i am stupid... 笨!!!!!

hope this would never happen to any1 else...
you just have to trust your feelings...
becuz women's feeling are always right...
be smart!!! >.<

dont be 笨 like me... becuz when things happen...
ppl wouldnt feel sry about u...
they will just think u are 笨笨笨!!!! >.<

... i just notice that they are together yesterday...
we broke up a month ago.. i thought i was over with it...
when i notice that they are together yesterday... i felt betrayed... by my best friend...than i started to cry... she told me that she would never like guys becuz of some reason ( i am not suppose to say) but now..
i even brought them to church becuz... i thought we are friend... but... i don't know

sry... i couldnt type in Chinese so.. i just have to type in english... i really hope that someone would reply to my post... because i really do feel that i need some support...
i dont understand what i did wrong???

坦白講睇你篇野真係有d吃力  = =
你個case係你個ex移情別戀, 你亦都清楚發生咩事
你係放唔低? 唔甘心? 定點?
大家都會support你
但到最後都要靠你自己企番起身

i think... its more of 我放唔低... >.<
放唔低 放唔低 放唔低!!!!!!!!!!!

我明你放唔低
但試問你又可以做d咩呢
你而家最需要係用時間沖淡一切
所有會令你諗番起佢既人/事物/地方等等你都唔好接觸
咁你就可以慢慢, 慢慢咁放低

Me agree with wat others said. Time can prove everything. Try to workout something now to divert your attention, such as talk with best friends or go out meet new friends. Hope u can getting better soon. ^^ ey:

sometimes when i see pictures of them....
it will hurt... my heart hurts...
she said she will never like guys becuz she was once abused before..
but why did she lie to me?
i thought it was only 我多心
i did trust her... i did...

時間...
hope that time would go faster...

[ Last edited by k2ren on 2008-5-22 at 09:45 AM ]

ohwell... XD thz for ur support ppl~~

she phoned me 2day and she said she is sry...
and there was nth b/w them when i was still together with him...

ohwell.. maybe it was really 我多心
maybe it would be better for me if i forgive them than being sad deep inside... they would never feel sad... so why should i feel sad...

hehehe~ i dont think i need 時間 anymore~~
becuz i think i can 放低 it...
when i see their pic... i can really feel that they are really happy...
maybe going out with me wasnt that fun at all...
i guess part of it was my fault too...
i didnt have time to go out with him...
i didnt do the things that a gf sould do...
i didnt say i love him when he ask me to do so...
i didnt hold his hand in front of other ppl...

i last thing that i want to say to him is sorry... and i do mean it.. sorry...